where is the love?

.Sunday, October 12, 2008

I'VE MOOOOOVED (:

to spiralsandstripe.blogspot.com (:

spread the love at 6:47 PM Y

updates.

sarah has decided to stop being a lazyass and start with the updates again!
it's not like many people actually come over and read stuff associated with the very mundane life which i have.
who am i to complain with all the excitement and drama the past few months in my life?
i thank God the drama is over.
the excitement is gone but the stress is here.
and here to stay for the next couple of months.

i'm almost done with my Southeast Asian individual report due this coming friday which is a great achievement for me considering that at the beginning of last week, i had nothing in my head. i knew nuts about the Mekong River. Today, it's almost done.

I'm to start with my project on the Alaksan north slope. the tectonic framework of it. like i'm speaking english anymore. I too have no idea.

i've been moody, really really moody.
i've been suffering from lack of sleep. i'm damn tired.
too tired in fact to stay awake and happy for very long. sarah's tired.

there's no dinner available for me tonight so i'm stuffing my face with raisin bread and milk.
my loves! (: hahaha.
another week of school starts again tomorrow. damnit.

I WANT THE HOLIDAYS TO COME NOW.

spread the love at 5:52 PM Y

.Saturday, September 06, 2008

one week in a flash

ONE WEEK HAS FLOWN BY!
monday was the ANNIVERSARY
i heart the first of september (:

tuesday i went back to ace to pay the kids a visit.
marcus got fatter, weizhe got tanned and yuexin grew taller.
i still love them.
went to school for tutorials and lecture after that.
chalk day! damn the shoes that caused me blue blacks.
fell off the wall. total embarrassment.
went for dinner with chow&ying.

wednesday was study day with babee.
discussed marketing tutorial.
went home for dinner.
then the goldfish memory starts to sink in.

thursday was a damn long day.
mathematics is the bane of my existence.
calculations could kill me together with geographical terms.
DAMNIT.
picnic during southeast asia.
studied till late.

friday is petroleum again.
marketing meeting.
town with ade, sherilyn and jess <3
home sweet home.
i learnt a few lessons.
EGO POPPED AGAIN. no more next time. I'M AN ABSOLUTE FAILURE.
loser. haha.

tomorrow's alison day.
We are Family day (:
i can't wait.

spread the love at 2:26 AM Y

.Sunday, August 24, 2008

artsbash 08

ARTSBASH08 IS FINALLY OVERRRR! (:
it was an awesome experience. but before i blabber on to nonsensical rubbish,
CONGRATULATIONS to:
JON MA - ARTS KING 08
TRACCE CHUA - ARTS QUEEN 08 and MOST WELL-GROOMED
BOON KENG - MR POPULAR and MOST WELL-GROOMED

GREAT BIG THANKS to:
SYLIVA for coming down to be one of our judges.
SHU for being such a great and understanding person to liaise with during sponsorship as well as for the FCUK membership card.
ADE for the BIG and most beautiful sunflower i've ever seen before and for givng me tonnes of hugs and LOVE.
BOON KENG for the bouquet of roses as the token of appreication and acknowledging the effort i put into this. (even though we all know you didn't buy the roses, you won them instead and you didn't want to be caught carrying them. haha.)
CHOW&YING for sitting at mcdonalds and watching me eat till till i'm fat and being there for me! (:
RACHEL, WENJIA and AMELIA for caring and constantly being there for me through all the late nights.

anyway, i was hanging out with chow and ying last night and the two of them are seriously the funniest couple ever! haha.
ying has this mentality of all men are bastards, if they treat you well, it's a bonus and poor chow has to live with it! hahaha.
and she's always irritatingly correct and she's got the goldfish memory! haha. so much i remember from the 6am macs session! haha.
i will update about bash with photos maybe tonight!
i'm off to see my girlfriends! (:

spread the love at 3:07 PM Y

.Wednesday, August 20, 2008

and i got my sexy voice back again.

anyway, congratulations to marc baby for making it into the finals (:

all the best for judging on dinner and dance. too bad i can't be there for you :(

TUTORIAL BALLOTING IS A PAIN! :(

i had the most beautiful time table ever, and now, it's screwed up because of ONE mod. damn sad.

to cheer myself up, ade and i have been online shopping at forever21! hahaha.

but this is probably the last time i'm doing this or something because i have decided to save lots and lots of money by the end of my university life!

a few good things have happened to me during the past few days! (:

AND the occasional few bad stuff.

i've made a super colourful timetable which i (hope that i) am going to follow :D

marketing is chimmmmm, but pretty fun so i'm hoping it's going to help a lot.

so far, i love marketing and nature and society! the other mods are quite boring.

i think it's the lecturer thoughh.

ARTS BASH IS THIS SATURDAY! (:

i'm damn excited cos all the hard work i put into it will be shown on stage. I KNOW IT.

plus i'm damn tired from running around doing errands. i'm kinda glad it's going to be over.

spread the love at 10:29 AM Y

.Tuesday, August 12, 2008

optimism.

HALLELUJAH! (: I GOT MY NOT SO SEXY VOICE BACK! (:
i can sing when i'm bored. sing when i'm happy. sing when i'm sad. sing when i'm angry. sing when i'm showering. sing when i'm lonely.
i can scream when i'm angry. scream when i'm frustrated. scream when i'm excited. scream when i'm going googoogahgah (:
i miss my voice and it's back back back!

So I miss my first lecture for this semester. damnit.
But there's always tomorrow to work on things.
Rachel let me watch this beautiful music video online. (:
Thankyou babe! like seriously. As effed up an experience it is this year, I'm glad that we managed to meetup more like we used to and be there for each other.
You and Wens seriously rock! I won't deny and Alywin and Nigel rock as much too (:
Tomorrow's a brand new day!
I've got tonnes of stuff lined up for myself.
I got a late lecture tomorrow, so I'm just going to laze my way till then.
Then I will be running with Jas after that.
Heading to the library to print my notes cos my stupid cashcard ran out of moolah today.
And then I'm off to read my readings and being the GEEK that I ALWAYS HOPED to be.

I want to go shopping. (:
buy myself one hell of a pretty outfit to make me feel good about me! (:
I WANT TO STOP LOSING WEIGHT AND START BEING ABLE TO EAT HEALTHILY AGAIN.
GO AWAY GASTRIC FLU.

i smile because i deserve to.

spread the love at 11:23 PM Y

.Monday, August 11, 2008

I'm down and sickly

I've been falling ill the past few days.
I guess the running about from location to location, hanging out till late in the night has taken a toll on my health.
I was fine a moment ago and the next, I'm down and out.
I was diagnosed with a high fever of 38.3 degrees yesterday together with gastric flu.
The symptoms are terrible, I felt like I was dying.
I was feeling cold. How cold? I was wearing a jacket in the middle of sentosa and I still was cold.
I have exactly 8 different kinds of medication to feed myself with.
I havent' exactly have had the appetite to eat cos I literally puke out everything I eat.
It's damn sad. But I'm better after sleeping for almost the entire day.
I'm sick of eating porridge so I've turned to milo and mcvities.
Medication's been making me drowsy so I have to let some of my school commitments down.
PLUS babee and lele made me stay at home so I'm stuck at home :( But I know it's good for me.

Thankyou very much Marc Babee for spending your Sunday with a sickly, germified me even though you could have done so much more with it while I was sleeping the entire time.
Thankyou Mama for cooking porridge and bowling barley drink for me.
Thankyou Lele and Elaine for showing concern (:
I love you all.

I'm getting better but the medication's making drowsy again.
I need to sleep.

spread the love at 3:16 PM Y

.Wednesday, August 06, 2008

i miss the joys of my life already.

Everybody wants to be loved

Every once in a while.

It's been a long while since I was last here.

I've been very busy, yes I know.

On the 31st of August, I taught for the last time at the student care centre.

I baked for the children and I made little presents for my little ones and my class.

They drew for me (:

My class got me lots of presents.

I will always remember you

Huang Lei, Goh Chiann Ying, Vivien Lai, Galvin Gan, Goh Wei Zhe, Marcus Tham, Tan Ye Sheng, Tan Yue Xin, Woh Jing Ru and Louis Liow.

They got my stationery as they knew I was going back to school.

As everyone of you should know, Wei Zhe is my favourite because he's just the sweetest thing alive.

Every Wednesday, when I pick him up from school at 3 after badminton training, he'd always complain to me that he was starving. As the old naggy person I was, I'd scold him for not knowing how to look after himself and what not. But little did I know, his classmate told me on the last day that he didnt eat cos he was saving up to buy my notebook and pencil (:

He seriously has got the be the sweetest boy I've ever met.

So I spent the last day with my BAOBEIs and I left.

Life seems a little emptier without them around.

I spend more time distracting myself.

I can no longer look at them and start smiling for no reason what so ever.

I'm weak.

Distraction is good.

It doesn't solve the problem. No one can help me solve the problem.

But keeping myself busy, on my toes and loud noisy people helps a lot.

Pegeant is coming up soon.

And I've been super busy contacting sponsors, signing contracts and what not.

Yesterday, we went for the French Connection fitting.

Which turned out as a disaster cos the girls were way too small sized.

I liked the clothes though. And they fit me (: haha. PITY.

Today's their photoshoot at 3 where I have to lug the huge ass bag worth over $2000 worth of clothing :( back and forth everywhere I go.

Island Shop fitting is tomorrow and their next photoshoot is on Sunday morning.

Then school starts. YAY. more distraction.

I'm getting numb to the pain of losing.

we all need somebody to lean on.

spread the love at 8:56 AM Y